You never know what you have until its gone

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading

So sick and tired of all the needless beating

HER

DOREEN LIANG
晓彬
05061991
NINETEEN

Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head.Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me but maybe, just maybe, I am just tired of being alone.

WANTS
FINALLY,FINALLY
i'v found my happiness
i'v gotten my camera:)
i'v gotten my COACH wrislet!
i'v gotten my iphone4
i'v gotten BURBERRY bag
i'v gotten navyblue LONGCHAMP
i'v gotten KATESPADE makeup pouch

&& NEXT
i WANT YOU!
i WANT gucci lanyard
i WANT genting trip
i WANT BKK trip
i WANT my gucci sling
i WANT NO FATS
i WANT my CAR LICENCE

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Friday, August 13, 2010

They didn't know that she was planning something.
Most people thought she was perfectly fine.
She was good at pretending...but some people knew she wasn't okay but they didnt realize how bad it was.
She would party every weekend.
She was border line alcoholic rarely going 48 hours without being 100% sober.
She tried finding comfort in anything even if that ment fucking some guy she just met one night while she had been drinking.
Everyday was going by as a blur.
They didn't know that she cried herself to sleep every night. They didnt know that she had practiced cutting herself so many times.
They didnt know that she had written and rewritten letters to all the people she cared about most telling them she loved them and apologizing.
She even wrote one to the person who was most important to her, who wouldn't understand what had happened because she was to young. She wanted her to know it wasn't her fault and she loved her dearly.
They just didnt know.
They found her surrounded... in her own blood.
They finally knew... they finally realized that she really wasn't okay and the rumors, and the fake friends, and the guys who liked her for all the wrong reasons, and the family, and the lies, and the unperfect body that she saw that everyone else thought was close to perfect, had gotten to her.
She finally had the courage to press down hard enough... and they finally knew that she planned this.

omg.this is best describe my feelings during a certain time.
(:
its friday 13th.
nothing bad came (:
should i go ph tmr ?
i was hoping to see you as a fren duh
lets learn to let go .
wtf ~~ whoohoo

But baby, where they knock you down and out

Is where you oughta stay

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
HER DOREEN LIANG 晓彬 05061991 NINETEEN Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head.Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me but maybe, just maybe, I am just tired of being alone. WANTS FINALLY,FINALLY i'v found my happiness i'v gotten my camera:) i'v gotten my COACH wrislet! i'v gotten my iphone4 i'v gotten BURBERRY bag i'v gotten navyblue LONGCHAMP i'v gotten KATESPADE makeup pouch && NEXT i WANT YOU! i WANT gucci lanyard i WANT genting trip i WANT BKK trip i WANT my gucci sling i WANT NO FATS i WANT my CAR LICENCE Archives June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 LINKS YOU Music Playlist at MixPod.com Credits ©Glamouresque.	Friday, August 13, 2010 They didn't know that she was planning something. Most people thought she was perfectly fine. She was good at pretending...but some people knew she wasn't okay but they didnt realize how bad it was. She would party every weekend. She was border line alcoholic rarely going 48 hours without being 100% sober. She tried finding comfort in anything even if that ment fucking some guy she just met one night while she had been drinking. Everyday was going by as a blur. They didn't know that she cried herself to sleep every night. They didnt know that she had practiced cutting herself so many times. They didnt know that she had written and rewritten letters to all the people she cared about most telling them she loved them and apologizing. She even wrote one to the person who was most important to her, who wouldn't understand what had happened because she was to young. She wanted her to know it wasn't her fault and she loved her dearly. They just didnt know. They found her surrounded... in her own blood. They finally knew... they finally realized that she really wasn't okay and the rumors, and the fake friends, and the guys who liked her for all the wrong reasons, and the family, and the lies, and the unperfect body that she saw that everyone else thought was close to perfect, had gotten to her. She finally had the courage to press down hard enough... and they finally knew that she planned this. omg.this is best describe my feelings during a certain time. (: its friday 13th. nothing bad came (: should i go ph tmr ? i was hoping to see you as a fren duh lets learn to let go . wtf ~~ whoohoo
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay