Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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![]() DOREEN LIANG 晓彬 05061991 NINETEEN ![]() Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head.Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me but maybe, just maybe, I am just tired of being alone.
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FINALLY,FINALLY i'v found my happiness i'v gotten my camera:) i'v gotten my COACH wrislet! i'v gotten my iphone4 i'v gotten BURBERRY bag i'v gotten navyblue LONGCHAMP i'v gotten KATESPADE makeup pouch && NEXT i WANT YOU! i WANT gucci lanyard i WANT genting trip i WANT BKK trip i WANT my gucci sling i WANT NO FATS i WANT my CAR LICENCE
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Monday, May 16, 2011
if a Man really wants to be with you, he will go to the ends of the world just to do so and he will always want to see you. So if you are his "one and only" but you see him just once a week, for 2-4 hours of "movies" in his bedroom, it is not really a relationship. However, if he sees you 2-3 times a week or more for meaningful activities outside of his bedroom, it is a good sign. Saturday, May 14, 2011
never be too soft on anyone. it really teach me a lesson.dam hard. i swear. in a relationship is a bliss and it can be sucky too. i changed dramatically ever since i knew dave ! clubs,drinking,smoking,suicide, was wad i actually did. after that,im hook to clubbing club almost every week. my ears are soft what people say i okok . frm dec all the way to dec. i met you once again endup i'm always at the losing end. kept everything to myself. what did i ended up with ? i was diagnosed with depression.hospitalized for a week. i thought i was able to walk out from all the nightmares but all the while i didnt. perhaps i should just go back for followup to start taking medications. Sunday, May 8, 2011
its been some time i last rant about my things. work sucks as usual.but still got to hang on. its a no choice. when it comes to people,then i really got nothing to say . some people are really like a kind. its like wth. walking out of the dam place alone.its like sucks ttm! travel all the way down den get my ass back home shortly. like a sian seriously.i treated people with heart. and this is all i got. yaya.whatever it is. not gonna to care so much also. fast and furious five with boyf and frens. the show is simply awesome! home sweet home after that Sunday, April 17, 2011
whahaa! return home from nex. big shopping ctr indeed. i was lost in there. wth. had fabulous dinner with bby family and kc. crabs prawns fish. hahaa!! ate till very full.. thanks love! for everything. i'm gonna miss you real bad for these FOUR days! you'r going bintan. and its pretty sweet of you wanting to auto roam your phone. then,you can fb fb can whatsapp me etc. hahaa. love you nah! please takecare yourself and most important to have fun !! Tuesday, April 12, 2011
sometimes if one person chose not to learn about the truth will it be better ? humans are kind of funny. thanks for trying to make me smile whenever you can. i really appreciate it. to be frank,i did have the thinking to giveup because like what i said seems like im the only one holding on. but den after which,i decided to carry on. its not because i'm use to having you or what. its because iloveyou. i just want be happy tog with you. ya.you are right i might be abit slow or super boring. but it takes two hands to clap too. however, its soon to be a month. will you remb or you will just bo chap doesnt take it seriously ? hmm. Thursday, April 7, 2011
finally no more malay lesson every wednesday! that's super duper great uh! dont have to stay back till 7.30 again! hooray! went over to clementi mall walked ard. and we saw paper market ! ohgosh. simin and i stayed in the shop at least 2 hours man! thumbsup! bet celin and michelle sure respect us. haa. end up celin and mich went back first. bought super lots of material.and im going to finish it by tonight! hopefully you are meeting me on sat. i have been thinking quite alot recently. so i guess. this might be the last thing i will do. you doesnt seems to care about me. if i 'm holding on to it and you are feeling miserable den whats the point whreby i gotten you but heart wasnt with me Wednesday, April 6, 2011
its another day. soon to be another weekend. i dont pin much hopes but still i am yearning to see you. hmm. i dont know how you feel dont know what you thinking. little of disappointed. afterall what we went thru,somehow its like still the same. you said it clear to me alrdy but i still want to hold on. am i wrong to do ? i have thoughts of giving up but den i chose not to. i believe what you'r afraid of etc one day you can overcome it. we will be happy! definately! its soon to be two weeks since i last saw you last hug you last hold your hand last kiss you i really do miss you. hais.whatever it is i really want see you . |
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |